So, yesterday, I wrote this big ole looong journal, complaining no doubt.  This is what i seem to do best.  Life has been a little shakey bakey the last few weeks.  I have been wondering around this world lost.  Sometimes I find myself for a few months and then I wake up one morning and be completely un-found.  And this happened last week.  I am searching hard to find me.  So, if you see me...tell me to go home. 

The industry is moving slower than a snail for me.  For the major players, I am sure it is not that bad, but for the little guys…it is pretty bad.  Shoot, lemme not talk for other people.  FOR ME…it is horrible.  So, that and Juren’s health and me just plain being confused about my life was the basis of the big ole long willy mammoth journal that I wrote yesterday.  Well, guess what?  As I finished…the computer froze and erased every morsel of what I got off my chest.  Ughh.

So, here I am again.  I am not gonna repeat what I said, cause now we have new developments.  Most of them have the same theme as the old journal.  I am still lost, but I think I know where I am.  So, I just need to get there and pick me up.  I hope I don't leave before I catch up to me.  I regret to say that this August will be the last SPOKEN WORD MINISTRY CLASS until Juren has the baby.  Times are extra rough for her right now, so please keep us in your prayers.  The combination of Multiple Sclerosis and pregnancy is like the perfect storm.  I had more to say, but I suddenly lost the desire to do so.  So that is all until next time…    

But as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.