Does anyone out there feel fat, sloppy, un-sexy, unmotivated, discourages and un-liked?  Well, maybe I am the only one, but that is what I am feeling nowadays.  Life is hard, man!  I mean, it is summer and I am over here weighing more than I ever have.  I feel sluggish and beat down and I am only 21.  I am positive HOW to not feel this way.  And that is by eating right.  Whenever I eat right for even just a week, I feel more vibrant, stronger, more confident.  But, what I don't know how to do and what I am confused about is...how to eat healthy.  I mean, I know how, but why in the world don't I do it. 

Things are getting ridiculous now.  I mean, I am at the point of thinking that I am plain retarded.  I know what to do, but I am NOT doing and therefore keeping myself feeling like BLAH.  And also, I am jeopardizing the life of my family, by eating this way.  There life will totally change if Poetri was not around anymore.  So, with all of this in my mind, why don't I simply eat right?  I have the tools.  I have the ability.  I have done it several times before for weeks at a time.  I actually like the healthy food.  Some of it is purely delicious.  Then why aren't I doing what I need to be doing?  Why aren't I eating the way GOD wants me to eat?  Oh, and yes, HE wants me to eat healthy.  HE wants me to eat foods that are closer to HIM.  He wants me to be around for a long time for my family and for the ministry.  So, now, I am directly disobeying GOD??? 

Who the hec do I think I am?  Okay, at first, I am not caring about myself.  But, then I am not thinking about my family and then finally, I am not caring what GOD ALMIGHTY says.  What the hec is wrong with me?  Anyhow, someone say a prayer or two or three or maybe even four if you think about it, cause a brother like me has reeeeeaaaaallly got to eat healthy.  And I have been struggling to think if a topic for my next Ministry class and this might just be it...eating.  What does GOD say about it? 

Help me out and say a quick...okay a loooong prayer asking the LORD to give me strength to eat RIGHT!!!

But as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.

Keep it Natural.