Shh.  I am not suppossed to be doing this.  I feel like a criminal.  No, I feel like a little kid reaching inside the cookie jar and I know that daddy said NOT to reach inside the cookie jar, but doggonnit there are chocolate chip cookies in there.  No, there are peanut butter cookies in there.  OMG!  Wait, there are sugar cookies in there.  Not the regular hard as a rock sugar cookies, but the soft moist chewy sugar cookies.  Yea, that is it...and here I am reaching inside just to take a little tiny winy little piece.  But, daddy said no and I shouldn't be doing this...

...what I should be doing right now instead of writing in my journal is writing this rap for a new movie that my family is writing.  The problem is...I used to get my rap on back in the day, but my skillz have deterioted.  And so has my spelling so I am not sure if that is the correct way of spelling that.  And everytime I sit down to write greatness...suckiness comes overflowing out my pen like rotten milk.    Some people might proclaim that I never was a good rapper, but I beg to differ.  I could drop a rhyme or two on the ones and twos.  I was hip to the hop and I didn't stop unless I was dropping it like it was...hot.  But, that was many many moons ago and the beat has long passed me by.  Yet, and still I am suppossed to be writing this rap for the movie.  Instead I am writing this journal and reaching inside of the cookie jar.

And besides, I am on such a high from my SPOKEN WORD MINISTRY class tonight.  It was so much fun.  GOD is so GOOD.  I mean, it amazes me how HE blesses us when we do what HE wants us to do.  I mean...I am talking about blessing us WHILE we are doing what HE has told us.  The class was such a blessing to me tonight.  It was incredible.  And then I am on myspace...reaching further in the cookie jar and found this quote by C.S. Lewis...   

CS Lewis: I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.

...isn't that dope?  I mean, I am really feeling that quote right now.  I need to make a quote that dope.  So, someone see something that I have said in this journal and make it a quote, doggonnit.  Alright, lemme stop wasting another minute inside this cookie jar.  I have some rapping to get to.  Look out Lil Wayne.  Look out Too Short (is he still rapping?)  Look out world...here I come with some dope fire that makes you want to rise higher...

ahhh...yea, don't get me started...I just farted...trying to think of a fire rhyme straight from the sublime...section of the brain...the dome...the head...I kick lyrics while I am sleeping in the bed...yup, that is what I said...I am smooth like bed sheets...hard like a black dude named Dominique...my rhymes never come weak...may come a little soft at times, but I like them like I like my cookies...so if you want me to come to your city...book me.  I only charge a million dollars for one show, now you know...Poetri...but most call me PO...OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!  It don't stop.

My skillz are back...alright lemme get to writing.  I have a hit to make.

But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.

keep it Natural.