Please someone confirm to me that it is as hot there as it is here.  I mean, this is starting to get crazy.  We have the air conditioner fixed and it still seems to be overbearing-ly hot.  My wife is hotter than me.  She is pregnegro and you know how easy pregnegro people get hot.  Whew.  I am fat.  And you know how easy fat people get hot.

Speaking of not eating the right foods and having a daily struggle of fighting off temptation to eat right and stay healthy for my daughter and and soon to be other child, WHAT IS GOING ON?  Food is like a woman to me.  And I am 21 and single.  She comes up to me in the park wearing nothing bu her emotions.  They seem to be attached to me.  She looks sad and lonely.  She asks me for a hug.  How am I suppossed to turn down a beautiful woman wearing nothing but her emotions?  And I am 21 and single. 

So, I get into bed once again with food.  And we grub all night.  I wake up in complete love, turn over...only to find out that she is gone.  She left me.  Food is a hoe.  She only wanted me for one night until the next time that she wants me for one night.  Meanwhile, I have a full stomach and a basketful of emotions that she left when we slept together.  What am I to do?  How do I resist her when she comes knocking at my door smelling like chicken and fries?  How do I slam it in her face and remain celibate from her lust?  How do I stop eating when I am hungry?  Or how can I at least, eat healthy when I am hungry.  Will I be fighting these demons all my life?  Will I ever break?  Will I ever have peace?  Will this war EVER be over and do I have a chance on this earth to EVER win?

Geesh, food is a poem that never ends.  I am always struggling with it.  Anyhoo, today is SUNDAY, so I am bound to get renewed strength at church today.  I am excited.  I am eager to hear what words the LORD has for me.  I know he has something.  I am so glad that I remembered this one thing that PASTOR Chuck said....hmmm. I think it was Pastor Chuck.  He said...when you go to church you should EXPECT to hear something designed especially for you.  GOD is talking to you and HE specifically had you come to church service this SUNDAY to hear what HE has to say to YOU.  Hmmm, did that make sense?  Not a group thing...but YOU.  You should be attentive and eager to hear the WORD of GOD every single SUNDAY.  And I am not saying it quite right, but ever since I heard that.  I am prepared to hear what good news GOD is ready to share with me.  Little old me.  Devin Farand Smith. 

That being said, I shall bounce.  I must get dressed.  Juren's grandmother is coming to church with me.  I do not want to be late.  For GOD has a word for her, too.  I can mess up my own life, but  I don't wnat to mess up others.  Have a blessed week.

But as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.

Keep it Natural.